And you don't have to worry 'cause I won't be mad. And maybe that person will not make you forget me but I'm sure that when you'll be with him, you won't miss me. You will fall in love with someone who will love you for who you are. I'll be there with you no matter what path you take.Īnd one day, you will fall in love again. And even if I'm no longer here, it doesn't mean that I'm leaving you forever. And you already have so much people in your life who are willing to be that someone. But even the strongest person needs someone to lean on. You're the strongest person I've ever known. You don't have to try to be better than Luna or anyone else. You just have to let them see this amazing person that you are. There will always be someone for you, Ámbar. You may lose someone today but at least, you will have a shoulder to cry on. But it's also that love that makes you stronger. Don't be afraid to love just because you don't want to get hurt. Ámbar, you have so many people in your life who love you as much as I do and it's high time that you see that.
Maybe if now I'm gone, it doesn't mean that everyone else is going to leave you. If I'm telling you all of this now, it's because I want you to open your eyes and understand that not everyone is going to leave you. Because I know that I won't make it and you would have ended up hurting yourself. I didn't tell you because all your life, you've been afraid of losing everyone you love and if you had found out that you'd be losing me too, you would have done everything in your power to save me and you would have been keeping your hopes up. I care about her as much as I care about you. But I don't want you to think that I told her and not you because I care about her or trust her more. I just didn't have the courage to tell you the truth and I didn't want to hurt you. Even when I told you that I didn't want to see you again, you didn't let go of me and you kept pursuing me, asking me what was your fault and what you should do to make it all right. I wanted you to hate me so that my death doesn't hurt you.īut I realize now that I was mistaken. I thought that breaking up with you would help you move on sooner. That's why I didn't tell you the truth and that's why I broke up with you. But you have to understand that I did it because I love you. I should have told you that I was sick and that I would die soon. I know I should have told you the truth earlier. If you're reading this letter, then it means that I'm no longer here and Luna gave it to you.